Ok, so I should've already left my house about an hour ago to finish up some errands before Tony comes home. 1 day and a wake up! I still feel like I'm dreaming. The reality of this block leave hasn't hit me full force yet. I'm sure it will on Wednesday when I arrive at the airport 2 hours early to pick him up! I do not want anything to delay me and make me late picking my soldier up!! With the luck that I have (or don't have, for that matter) I'd leave my house at the correct time and wind up stuck in traffic due to one reason or another. No, sir. It ain't going to happen! Nothing is stopping me!

I have been extremely stressed out lately! I'm constantly thinking about him while I'm laying in bed at night.. which isn't such a bad thing.. but I tend to stay up all night thinking about him. I know if I shut my eyes and try real hard to sleep, I could dream about him which is just as great! The only thing is, I don't have any control at all over my dreams.. so I guess I'm afraid that if I sleep, there may be a chance that I don't have a dream about Tony. And that's always disappointing.

Yeah.. this is the epitome of a short post.. but I really should go check the oil in my car and finish getting ready so I can get to work on time!

I love you sweet heart! Hurry home!!... because I'm here waiting for ya!! <3